Still When Im A Mess..I Put the S on my Chest

Wow, it seems really like its been forever since I have posted on this blog. I just been extremely busy with making decisions in my life, preparing for the holidays, and re-evaluating some company in my life. There is SO much that I need to spill out...

Thanksgiving was GREAT! Boy o Boy I have never ate so much in my life. THINK IM LYING! I unfortunately was a part of the Black Friday madness and purchased a pair of jeans (my waist is a 29/30..and im proud!) literally sunday night I went to put those same exact jeans on, and could not button them. NO LIE ! Needless to say I didnt go out, but stayed in doing squats and pilates.

I decided that I am ready to go back to school and get my masters. Over thanksgiving dinner, grandma felt the need to say "I just realized you have been out of college for almost two years". I immediately felt out and said let me grab a hold of my future before I roll over and im 30 still working at the Department of Homeland Security, which is not my dream job.

Alicia Keys album dropped, I am a personal favorite. She sold 742,000 copies the first week. GO A KEYS!

The dating scene ....or lack there of..has been pretty dry. I like this guy, ill call him Bionic B, and I have been very reluctant about expressing my attraction towards him. Yesterday, I built up the courage to tell him ! I was a childish sucker and did it via text, but im awaiting his response...stay tuned. He is so handsome, a tall glass of water, intelligent, funny, just all around adorable. Christmas is coming and I dont know what to get him...what do you get someone who has everything?

Now let me explain how Bionic B came to be. One of my friends thought he was attractive, undeniably he is. Bionic B told me that my friend isnt his type. They only spoke via text a few times. However, I LOVE talking to Bionic B, we text each other throughout the day, and I FEEL we hit it off. Am I wrong? Like I tried to explain to my friend, just because you think someone is attractive doesnt make them yours, and I wouldnt even say that my friend actively pursued him. Meanwhile, I can say that I have actively pursued him. Am I Bionic B's type? OF COURSE, I am everyones type. Sike naw, I dont know. But I know Im going to get my grown man on and see where this could go with Bionic B....and I will STILL WEAR THE S ON MY CHEST !

I promise I will try to post again tomorrow. I may have to post tomorrows post before I go to bed tomorrow.

Just SOME pics....

Halloween Party

Its been almost a week since I have posted! I was so busy and tied up with my Halloween Party. Thanks to all of those who came out. My fellow socialite Prince Xem was in the building, looking HOT as ever ! The party was such a success and everyone had a great time. There are some pictures on myspace. www.myspace.com/officalhalloweenparty ( I know official is spelled wrong, a friend of mine created the page, I wouldnt dare).

Sadly enough, my party ended thirty minutes early because some man made woman decided to begin fighting and pepper spraying in my party ! HOW DID SHIM EVEN GET IN ?? It was chaotic, all I know is that I had stepped outside to walk a friend to the car, come back around the corner and everyone is outside coughing and throwing up. Needless to say, I attempted to attack this disturbed individual, before I composed myself and realized not to stoop to IT'S level.

It saddens me that this is a re-occuring problem here in Baltimore within the gay scene. Whether I am at the Hippo, Gallery, Grand Central, or some house function, gay people always manage to fight. I'd like to throw the homos a bone and say that you cant mix alcohol and attitude. Even then, one should be able to maintain themselves and preserve their classiness at all times. But I guess to preserve it, you have to first have it.

I met a new guy a few days before my party. We met because I was inviting him to my party and we have been chatting every day since. Great guy, funny, keeps me up all night on the phone...but I smell secrets in the closet. Stay tuned blog world....